
As the new year begins, I feel lighthearted and full of purpose. That sounds like such a cliche, but I have made it a goal the last few months, to work to ensure my own happiness above all else. I have ended what could be called “friends for a season” relationships without the world crashing

How special that this came out at a time when I really needed some music to lean into? “Alone” is my favorite track after a month or so of listening. Robert Smith’s voice has been with me for decades and has always soothed me and accompanied rage, and trips and stumbles and suicidal ideation and
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End-Of-The-Week-Ramblings: Not that long ago, I was struggling with feeling like an “orphan” if you will. My sister had just died, and both my mother and father were already dead. I have one birth brother somewhere out there in the world who I never knew that Ancestry’s magic has yet to work finding. I felt

“I asked an elderly woman once what it was like to be old and to know that the majority of her life was now behind her. She told me that she has been the same age her entire life. She said the voice inside of her head had never aged. She has always just been

“I must acknowledge with a heavy heart, the holes that exist in our lives where people we know and love used to be. It’s a void that cannot be filled, a place where laughter once echoed and smiles brightened our days. These individuals poured their time and energy into our lives, leaving an indelible mark.

Chances are that someone reading this right now is struggling with addiction and /or mental health issues and feeling hopeless and lost as a result. I remember the days when I felt empty, without a soul and knowing that my time here was limited. To be honest, I am not certain what kept me going